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  • Sightlines



    I was making my way in to work, sitting on the old electric bus as it jerked and sang it's high hummed song, glancing out of scratched and cracked windows when I started noticing roofs.  More exactly my eyes held the lines made by roofs as they slid down slate gray and maroon tiles picking up speed until they stop short.  Then peering over a fine line of gutter, straight as an arrow, perfect channel, water duct, catcher of house tears; I jump to the next apogee.


    Now we are moving faster and this is not the duplicitous development of Suburbia, this is the organic growth of near city, close held in the arms of Boston's streets, not yet stoned or bricked,  but doubled and tripled, huddled close for warmth and indifference.


    The lines reappeared.  The lines of shingles, some sweepy and curved on old mansard frames, lines of raised eyebrow dormer windows, lines around gables and then my eyes move on to the next.  Transverse and transfixing Peter Pan like on the hat of the house, pulled down tight around slatted clapboard ears, with chimney feathers and some with a flat top; domiciled crew cut.  And always, always, ending at that straight margin, border between above and below (in and out.)


    We stop and I see a child under the porch roof waiting for the school bus.  Jerked out of my sight he is held lozenge on the tongue of the doormat.


    And on and on the lines took me.  Unflinching clarity in their work.  Unending purpose in their design.  Straight to the tunnel and into the office building where I sit curving ideas into straight lines, indenting and updating, paraphrasing and rasping until I can take the Red Line home.


     

  • Thick Yellow Choaking



    Wow, the pollen today is a physical thing, thick yellow and choaking.  The nine plus inches of rain in April and some additional moisture during May makes the fist 85 degree day one for exploding plant procreation.


    We did a thirty mile ride through some God aweful beautiful country south of Boston and everything under the Sun was out blooming, swaying in the breeze, dusting the air.  Riding through this thick soup and trying to take in air is like trying to breethe in a sandstorm, it was a battle not to choak every other breath.


    But I did and it was, in a naturally intense way, very pleasing to be admist the trees and shrubs as they were having sex, breathing in their passion, smelling the fraqrant perfume of their desire, a slow dance with partners never felt.

  • Dawn's Moon



    The day was new born, sleepy.  I walked in a pre-dawn penumbra effused with morning mist and dew; wisps of fog concealing the murmuring, gurgling snores of streams sleeping.


    Driving home past moist silvered fields with their Canadian geese guardians, dark peck, long slender necks, necks more felt than seen; timeless, alone in first light, the knife edge of the terminator.


    The sky was artist pallet purple, ether mixing indigo night with a dawn's edged pink on blue reflected smoky yellow from the moon large up over the southern horizon, coyly starring at me from behind cirrus clouded curtains; intense soft and desirous.


    We played "see me now" all through the drive home, Luna running from Sol, tree top to tree top, giggling light as she went; I darkly glissade slate gray streets only beginning to straighten and snap into reality - she'll never let me catch her!


    Home and the door frame embraces my shoulders as I pass into its cool intimacy.  I woke with an angel and left heavens warm fleshy knotted embrace to relegate myself to this firm stable, a stall with all my sheets of hay.


    Time to start the day.

  • Spring Along The Charles



    In New England it can happen in April,
    the cold wet rain subsides for a bit,
    and like a old familiar lover she pulls back her skirts





    a bit


    and we,


    wishing to glimpse her seductive
    warm breezed thighs wet with the
    promise of long hot days,





    (we are lazy in the sun,


    long canted shadows beached


    beside the ice cream


    stand,)


    we rush as to a promised hot date
    into the clear cool New England Spring Day.


    These are wanton days spun in the silk
    of promise and desire, worn with a grateful disdain
    colored both slate grey and Kelly.


     


    Spring is a bridge between,

    Spring is a span over,


    Spring is a stradling thing



    I stand over.



    A new warmth closes around


    my choaked senses,
    dark blue veined winter escapes


    with a coolish good-bye.


    In my eye only newness glinting like a seedling in the sunshine!


  • Quote from a poet

    Electromagnetic ether peppered with photons


    from "The Strange Hours Travelers Keep," August Kleinzahler

    His poems make my head buzz, cool!

  • Before The Mast




    The main mast of the clipper ship Stadt on a dark-blue Boston Harbor day.


     

  • Sitting, Waiting for Spring



    I've been waiting for spring for so damn long.  The old ball field knows my impatience, tastes my hunger. 


    The local High School had a game here the other day.  The ground is still fairly hard and the turf has not really grown in yet.  The parents and spectators watched the game with gloved hands and you could tell by their smiles they imagined the warmer weather was here when it definitely was not.


    The field is at the end of my driveway off of a short street.  The side street is the only close parking.  Both sides packed with SUVs making entering and exiting my house a real pain; I didn't care.  Like the change of the season this two is part of the cycle, the spring ritual begins.


    The morning after the game, the first of the season, I found this old chair next to the bench.  Broken backed, missing spindles, out of place in the dirt next to the field, it seemed to be the perfect symbol of endurance.  Waiting the long cold winter, suffering the discomforts of close darkness we have the perpetual chair.  Here we will sit and prop up our feet, look out at the greening grass, smell the moist earth and thank God for another moment in the sun.

  • Old Grandfather Tree



    The Wise One


    My friend had an elderly grandfather who died one day when we were out playing.  When his mother told us, we were but nine or ten, why a police car and an ambulance was making their way down our street we wanted to go in and see the old man one last time.   We all have grandfather's even if it is for only a moment of conception but this man was extraordinary; he was wise, he was gentle, he was the sage of the earth and the Sun we revolved around, and he had set forever.  My friend's mother said no we couldn't see the body and with that short word our quest for knowledge of life and death ended.  From this point forward I would never trust adults.  From this point on I would never believe in death.  Oh I know the body expires but the claptrap surrounding heaven (we all know there is no hell other than the one we can create on earth) is bunk.  I always have my friends grandfather with me, always.  The whirlwind of activity that enveloped my buddy and his family for the next week or so was as cleansing as a tornado; creative destruction leaving only the firm foundations and ashes to grieve by.


    As I remember back to my childhood and those that touched me I find I have trouble remembering faces, recalling the way we interacted; memory reduced to a painting like experience hanging in my mind to be viewed but with little understanding which can be gleaned from the portrait there.  One day last fall I was walking by the train station and I saw a stump and found my Grandfather Tree.  All the memories came back, all the smells, all the laughter and that day of deep little understood sadness.  My friends Grandfather stared out at me from behind the thin shoots of hair, gnarled and knotted, toothless and obscene.


    We smiled at each other and I walked on knowing my friend's grandfather would always be with me.

  • Blue Swirl



    Beside me I sit alone
    the vortex calls me,
    I swirl down.


    Within I am without,
    my breath taken away
    short quick gasping.


    Over my face placed
    egos' mask,
    false desire


    Leave me wanting here
    steps taken devour feet
    first, split gone.


    The bottom finds
    me empty, only
    creation survived.


  • The Pledge



    Well, here again, manning the pledge phones for the WGBH pledge drive.  I love jazz and the spirit of the music.  The public radio station is the first thing I put on at night when I get home.  Guess what America, I don't have a clue as to what is on TV during the week.  Nope, blissfully ignorant and happy just chilling to the easy sounds of 89.7 from 7-11PM every night.  Guess what this does, having the radio on instead of the tube, it makes me think, it makes me active, it broadens my experience, enriches my life and I actually (gasp, hold the ketchsup McD's) get outside and move around!!!  Yup, the BSSC has me running around sweating and laughing with all the 'kids' who are half my age.  Perhaps you think you can't do it??? Wrong, your head is the weakest muscle - you can do anything.


    So here's the pledge: support what you love with your body and sweat and sweat your body with love; now get away from that damn TV! ()